[27 Jun 2004|10:29pm] write me: catie c/o summer discovery @ michigan Alice Lloyd Hall/University of Michigan Room 4504 100 Observatory Street Ann Arbor,MI 48109 Comments: 9! - pimp.

[15 Jun 2004|10:26pm] i leave for the airport in 13.5 hours..snap am i excited Comments: 3! - pimp.

[10 Jun 2004|11:38pm] umm yea blake wanted me  to post this picture. i think he thinks he looks like a stud. Comments: 1! - pimp.

[09 Jun 2004|08:33pm] this icon is absolutely hideous but for some reason i want to keep it. shit i need to get some actually good ones. any one want to for me? ha yomiuri land today. fun shit.  my favorite of the day... ( i love my friends ) Comments: 1! - pimp.

[08 Jun 2004|10:28pm] schools out. its been good fun. now its fucking party time cuz its summer....8 days Comments: pimp.

[07 Jun 2004|09:57pm] since school is out at fucking 10:30 tomorrow for the summer i figured i should change the layout to a more happy summer ish thing. too bad im too lazy to actually make it look differnt and not change the colors. i watched bend it like beckham instead of studying for japanese. i wish i was a socca-balla like those chicks. too bad.\   9 days biatch Comments: pimp.

[06 Jun 2004|11:52am] im such a fucking retard. i think i can look at peoples pictures from the states without wanting to cry. i just looked at amandas pictures from nationals and i want to be there. i shoulda been there. but im not. and that makes me sad as fuck. pictures are living proof that life has gone on w.out me and i hate to admit it so its better if i just dont think about it. but pictures make me think about it and it sucks. i wish i was there. but i will be there soon!!! 10 days Comments: pimp.

[05 Jun 2004|12:30pm] i am have such fucking mixed feelings. im so excited for the summer. i cant wait. everyone makes me feel missed and loved. and it makes me happy. and i randomly talked to matt today and that makes me happy. he said they ordered an anderson hills shirt for me. it shows im not forgotten. but then on the other hand. here. i feel like crying thinking about sam not being here next year. im going to die. yesterday i didnt talk to her too much and i felt like i had no one. its so sad. and it probably all in my mind. but i still feel that way. on the bus yesterday i felt like i coulda cried right then and there. and that is pretty bad considering the fact that i dont cry. haha. but hten its like. damn i cant be sad cuz summer is almost here and im going to see all my friends. like kt chute....i miss that girl. and yea now im back on the beginning. Comments: pimp.

[04 Jun 2004|10:51pm] im in such a fucking shitty mood. if only i knew why.... Comments: pimp.

[03 Jun 2004|09:31pm] next year is going to suck without sam next year. theres no words to describe how badly im going to miss her. like honestly she is the only person who doesnt piss me off at some point in time. it sucks for girls with all their damn cliques b/c guys can just go to whatever girls they want and chill but then when a girl walks up its like o hell naw shes not in our clique.   summer is so fucking soon. 13 days i do believe. tight   i wish i had a boyfriend to write like 3 pages in my yearbook. ha im a loser Comments: 2! - pimp.

random? anyone? [01 Jun 2004|09:42pm] Take the quiz: "The Wildest, Craziest, Most Massive Quiz Ever!" A Dark Denim Dairy Dog Omigawd! I survived the biggest, wildest quiz on the internet! I thought it would never end! Now I am posting this Tongue-Twisting result to dare you to take it. Can you survive it? Comments: pimp.

[30 May 2004|01:35pm] cliques suck balls. i know ive already said it but i feel the need emphasize my point. 18 fucking days biatch. once i get there im buying me a phone card for my ghetto phone and calling everyone i know. thats all i got. Comments: 2! - pimp.

[27 May 2004|09:27pm] You've got your ball you've got your chain Tied to me tight tie me up again Who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock and sweet you roll this song gets me weak. i went through all my dads cds yesterday and i came up with a few good ones: dmb-crash(hence the song) elton john- love songs(hopefully its my moms) don mclean- greatest hits james taylor-greatest hits beatles anthology neil young-harvest moon too bad my cd player is becoming more ghetto by the day and refuses to play now. i think it has something to do with the crack where its suppossed to close and the fact that is doesnt close all the way anymore. at least my headphones arent still duct taped. but i definately need an ipod i just cant decide whether i should buy it from jason and have it before the summer or wait and get one for my b-day. what a dilemma. sike. you know what else gets me weak?the fact that in 20ish days i will be seeing all the people i love most dearly. i think they make up about 99% of my heart. the other 1% is split between maggies randomness and everyone here(sorry). even if i cant see everyone right away im calling kelsey, ellie, g and cat within the first day im there. man im so pumped i cant even explain it. im afraid that im going to come back next year more homesick than ever but whatever i can deal just as long as its a good time. the photography class at camp was cancelled. it blows but w/e im going to bring my camera anways and take pictures of everyone and this time im not going to cut them all up and put them in an ugly as fuck scapbook. haha. my moms starting to get lazy with the vegetarian style cooking but w.e i can deal. o yea im a vegetarian? at least until the summer. but i might have to break it for skyline. im not that dedicated. i need to start studying for exams. but i have zero motivation. im so screwed for the japanese oral presentation on monday. ive gotta talk about mary kate olsen for a couple minutes. ha blakes doing ashley. most will laugh at my kindergarten level japanese sentences but screw you. haha. wow im rambling. i hate rambling. in honor of japanese:   Comments: 8! - pimp.

[25 May 2004|08:49pm] g and matharine i would email you but who knows if it would work. on the teen vogue website there is an address for snapshots that can be sent in. anyone in favor of a little dress up this summer? Comments: 1! - pimp.

[25 May 2004|08:18pm] some sports provide the balls....swimmers bring their own haha Comments: pimp.

[24 May 2004|08:52pm] i want to: 1) be able to sing 2) be able to dance 3) be able to act 4) be in teen vogue 5) be in the states 6) like someone.alot. 7) get my nose pierced 8) be cute (like grace or ellie or something) 9) have cooler clothes than the shit ive got now 10)learn how to skate (tony hawks my inspiration ha) 11)find some kind of music that i dont get tired of 12)get an ipod 13) fly 14)laugh until i cry 15) or actually cry for that matter 16)get a new teen vogue magazine 17)finish going away presents 18)become famous 19)be a rebel 20)throw a chill end of the year party Comments: pimp.

[24 May 2004|08:44pm] im such a fucking copy cat.. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt? Comments: 7! - pimp.

[23 May 2004|10:14pm] this girl is just too cute. my goal in life is to be like her.  cuz shes in teen vogue. how superficial. i would live to be in teen vogue. i guess i better start saving my money so i could afford an outfit like that to even be considered for it. ha but no i love her Comments: 2! - pimp.

[23 May 2004|09:56pm] the summer is getting closer. i cant wait. i NEED to be in kt chutes room hanging out with her. im scared that a week at her house isnt going to be enough. but we will have to make due. im also scared that im going to come back here being more homesick than ever. after i talked to kt today i got a tingling in my noise. its a break through i must say considering i cant cry. this may be the longest and shortest month of my life. ill be losing sam, my best friend here. its so sad. you know what else is sad? the fact that everyone is off having the best weekends of there life while im stuck at home by choice. i dont know i just wasnt in the mood to do anything this weekend. i wasnt in a bad mood but i just didnt feel like having fun. i dont know. lifes pretty blah at the moment. i mean i love going over to sams and doing absoutely nothing but play tony hawk and chill but come on it doesnt exactly make the greatest story on monday morning. i hate that everyone seems so split up at this time of year. youve got roz and laura and caccy: rachel berk and maples: the guys: me sam and kendall: jen riss lindsey jord toni. i used to feel comfortable chilling with all of them but now its not the same. i still feel like some of them hate me even though we are "cool" and i dont know the whole situation essentially sucks balls. cliques suck balls. i have some nasty white paint marker on my nail that i put on to cover the nasty gold i colored on. random. i was looking at an old yearbook today and there was a picture of a kid that looked DEAD ON bart. it was creepy. i got out a picture to compare. it fucking insane. if i wasnt so damn lazy id out it on here to make sure im not seeing things. but youre just going to have to deal with lazy me. speaking of laziness. i have no motivation to do anything and its sad. ha now that soccers over im not running or swiiming. i wish i wasnt so lazy so i could go swimming at tac and actually be good at it still and then i could go back this summer and swim and stay with kt chute longer. if only... Comments: 1! - pimp.

[20 May 2004|09:28pm] let it snow let it snow let it snow um there isnt exactly a song asking for the rain to keep coming so ill just stick with the snow. shit i hope we have a typhoon day tomorrow. that'd be tight. ahh. please. so yea today was that awardsy thing and congrats to the people that won. personally i thought it was embarassing but whatever. and pretty funny how i was dissing on the rents saying that they would never come to an awards ceremony if i was getting an award and then we walk in a boom. right back in my face. they said they were proud. ha and actually its cool cuz they dont say it much they just assume ill get good grades etc. well whatever im rambling ps i AM a fucking nerd. blow me. ha Comments: 1! - pimp.

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