put some pimpin in it now

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-27T22:29:00

2004-06-28T03:31:23Z

write me:
catie
c/o summer discovery @ michigan
Alice Lloyd Hall/University of Michigan
Room 4504
100 Observatory Street
Ann Arbor,MI 48109

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-15T22:26:00

2004-06-15T13:21:16Z

i leave for the airport in 13.5 hours..snap am i excited

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-10T23:38:00

2004-06-10T14:33:09Z

umm yea blake wanted me to post this picture. i think he thinks he looks like a stud.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-09T20:33:00

2004-06-09T11:28:14Z

this icon is absolutely hideous but for some reason i want to keep it. shit i need to get some actually good ones. any one want to for me? ha

yomiuri land today. fun shit.

my favorite of the day...

our new japanese friends!

umm they are supposedly reinacting their bungee jumping experiences.

man was the haunted house scurry..too bad i look like im on something

nice hats?

sams killing the already dead woman?

sam was too short for ALL the rides(too bad shes on her knees)

sam w some random worker. that was before we jumped out of the car. when they still liked us.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-08T22:28:00

2004-06-08T13:25:04Z

schools out. its been good fun.

now its fucking party time cuz its summer....8 days

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-07T21:57:00

2004-06-07T12:51:39Z

since school is out at fucking 10:30 tomorrow for the summer i figured i should change the layout to a more happy summer ish thing. too bad im too lazy to actually make it look differnt and not change the colors.

i watched bend it like beckham instead of studying for japanese. i wish i was a socca-balla like those chicks. too bad.\

9 days biatch

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-06T11:52:00

2004-06-06T02:48:34Z

im such a fucking retard. i think i can look at peoples pictures from the states without wanting to cry. i just looked at amandas pictures from nationals and i want to be there. i shoulda been there. but im not. and that makes me sad as fuck. pictures are living proof that life has gone on w.out me and i hate to admit it so its better if i just dont think about it. but pictures make me think about it and it sucks. i wish i was there.

but i will be there soon!!! 10 days

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-05T12:30:00

2004-06-05T03:30:38Z

i am have such fucking mixed feelings. im so excited for the summer. i cant wait. everyone makes me feel missed and loved. and it makes me happy. and i randomly talked to matt today and that makes me happy. he said they ordered an anderson hills shirt for me. it shows im not forgotten. but then on the other hand. here. i feel like crying thinking about sam not being here next year. im going to die. yesterday i didnt talk to her too much and i felt like i had no one. its so sad. and it probably all in my mind. but i still feel that way. on the bus yesterday i felt like i coulda cried right then and there. and that is pretty bad considering the fact that i dont cry. haha. but hten its like. damn i cant be sad cuz summer is almost here and im going to see all my friends. like kt chute....i miss that girl. and yea now im back on the beginning.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-04T22:51:00

2004-06-04T13:52:27Z

im in such a fucking shitty mood. if only i knew why....

geezlouise34 @ 2004-06-03T21:31:00

2004-06-03T12:47:00Z

next year is going to suck without sam next year. theres no words to describe how badly im going to miss her. like honestly she is the only person who doesnt piss me off at some point in time. it sucks for girls with all their damn cliques b/c guys can just go to whatever girls they want and chill but then when a girl walks up its like o hell naw shes not in our clique.

summer is so fucking soon. 13 days i do believe. tight

i wish i had a boyfriend to write like 3 pages in my yearbook. ha im a loser

random? anyone?

2004-06-01T12:36:34Z

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geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-30T13:35:00

2004-05-30T04:31:18Z

cliques suck balls. i know ive already said it but i feel the need emphasize my point.

18 fucking days biatch. once i get there im buying me a phone card for my ghetto phone and calling everyone i know.

thats all i got.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-27T21:27:00

2004-05-27T13:04:25Z

You've got your ball
you've got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll

this song gets me weak. i went through all my dads cds yesterday and i came up with a few good ones:
dmb-crash(hence the song)
elton john- love songs(hopefully its my moms)
don mclean- greatest hits
james taylor-greatest hits
beatles anthology
neil young-harvest moon
too bad my cd player is becoming more ghetto by the day and refuses to play now. i think it has something to do with the crack where its suppossed to close and the fact that is doesnt close all the way anymore. at least my headphones arent still duct taped. but i definately need an ipod i just cant decide whether i should buy it from jason and have it before the summer or wait and get one for my b-day. what a dilemma. sike.

you know what else gets me weak?the fact that in 20ish days i will be seeing all the people i love most dearly. i think they make up about 99% of my heart. the other 1% is split between maggies randomness and everyone here(sorry). even if i cant see everyone right away im calling kelsey, ellie, g and cat within the first day im there. man im so pumped i cant even explain it. im afraid that im going to come back next year more homesick than ever but whatever i can deal just as long as its a good time.

the photography class at camp was cancelled. it blows but w/e im going to bring my camera anways and take pictures of everyone and this time im not going to cut them all up and put them in an ugly as fuck scapbook. haha.

my moms starting to get lazy with the vegetarian style cooking but w.e i can deal. o yea im a vegetarian? at least until the summer. but i might have to break it for skyline. im not that dedicated.

i need to start studying for exams. but i have zero motivation. im so screwed for the japanese oral presentation on monday. ive gotta talk about mary kate olsen for a couple minutes. ha blakes doing ashley. most will laugh at my kindergarten level japanese sentences but screw you. haha. wow im rambling. i hate rambling.

in honor of japanese:

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-25T20:49:00

2004-05-25T11:45:51Z

g and matharine
i would email you but who knows if it would work. on the teen vogue website there is an address for snapshots that can be sent in. anyone in favor of a little dress up this summer?

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-25T20:18:00

2004-05-25T11:12:45Z

some sports provide the balls....swimmers bring their own

haha

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-24T20:52:00

2004-05-24T11:52:36Z

i want to:
1) be able to sing
2) be able to dance
3) be able to act
4) be in teen vogue
5) be in the states
6) like someone.alot.
7) get my nose pierced
8) be cute (like grace or ellie or something)
9) have cooler clothes than the shit ive got now
10)learn how to skate (tony hawks my inspiration ha)
11)find some kind of music that i dont get tired of
12)get an ipod
13) fly
14)laugh until i cry
15) or actually cry for that matter
16)get a new teen vogue magazine
17)finish going away presents
18)become famous
19)be a rebel
20)throw a chill end of the year party

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-24T20:44:00

2004-05-24T11:40:06Z

im such a fucking copy cat..

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-23T22:14:00

2004-05-23T13:10:17Z

this girl is just too cute. my goal in life is to be like her. cuz shes in teen vogue. how superficial. i would live to be in teen vogue. i guess i better start saving my money so i could afford an outfit like that to even be considered for it. ha but no i love her

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-23T21:56:00

2004-05-23T13:01:48Z

the summer is getting closer. i cant wait. i NEED to be in kt chutes room hanging out with her. im scared that a week at her house isnt going to be enough. but we will have to make due. im also scared that im going to come back here being more homesick than ever. after i talked to kt today i got a tingling in my noise. its a break through i must say considering i cant cry. this may be the longest and shortest month of my life. ill be losing sam, my best friend here. its so sad.

you know what else is sad? the fact that everyone is off having the best weekends of there life while im stuck at home by choice. i dont know i just wasnt in the mood to do anything this weekend. i wasnt in a bad mood but i just didnt feel like having fun. i dont know. lifes pretty blah at the moment. i mean i love going over to sams and doing absoutely nothing but play tony hawk and chill but come on it doesnt exactly make the greatest story on monday morning. i hate that everyone seems so split up at this time of year. youve got roz and laura and caccy: rachel berk and maples: the guys: me sam and kendall: jen riss lindsey jord toni. i used to feel comfortable chilling with all of them but now its not the same. i still feel like some of them hate me even though we are "cool" and i dont know the whole situation essentially sucks balls. cliques suck balls.

i have some nasty white paint marker on my nail that i put on to cover the nasty gold i colored on.

random.

i was looking at an old yearbook today and there was a picture of a kid that looked DEAD ON bart. it was creepy. i got out a picture to compare. it fucking insane. if i wasnt so damn lazy id out it on here to make sure im not seeing things. but youre just going to have to deal with lazy me.

speaking of laziness. i have no motivation to do anything and its sad. ha now that soccers over im not running or swiiming. i wish i wasnt so lazy so i could go swimming at tac and actually be good at it still and then i could go back this summer and swim and stay with kt chute longer. if only...

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-20T21:28:00

2004-05-20T12:26:58Z

let it snow
let it snow
let it snow

um there isnt exactly a song asking for the rain to keep coming so ill just stick with the snow. shit i hope we have a typhoon day tomorrow. that'd be tight. ahh. please.

so yea today was that awardsy thing and congrats to the people that won. personally i thought it was embarassing but whatever. and pretty funny how i was dissing on the rents saying that they would never come to an awards ceremony if i was getting an award and then we walk in a boom. right back in my face. they said they were proud. ha and actually its cool cuz they dont say it much they just assume ill get good grades etc. well whatever im rambling

ps i AM a fucking nerd. blow me. ha

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-18T21:53:00

2004-05-18T12:48:08Z

i hate thinking. i wish i had a fucking on/off switch.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-18T20:55:00

2004-05-18T12:08:29Z

as much as i like to pretend i dont give a fuck of what people think. i do. and i hate when i feel like someone is mad at me. i especially hate when you cant exactly remember what the fuck you did. i mean im a bitch im sure i did something but i dont know what. and id have an explanation if we could talk. but no i want cuz i hate making big deals out of little things. i dont want to become a drama queen which i think japan is morphing me into. drama makes me want to curl and die i hate it.

on a happier note, i should be a skater cuz im a dawg at tony hawk. actually, im good at watching yuh-yuh win and good at randomly jumping all over the place. but its still fun. i better start working on that career. that would tight. too bad i could NEVER pull it off. and i dont have the balls. maybe ill just settler for a professional video game skater. haha how sad of a job would that be. i highly doubt people get paid for it though.

i think im incapable of writing a long journal entry. i lack the poetic words to make it all long and cool sounding. o well. screw you if you can write long entries.

i did my physics homework tonight. it is a miracle i feel so accomplished. haha. i think i finally realized how soon exams are cuz i counted. 28 days till i leave. tight. and i also think its cuz me and my mom were talking about colleges. personally, ive decided that i really dont see and need for me to be the best in the world because its never going to happen. i am perfectly content living a life that is just average, yet comfortable and having a happy family in the suburbs. i am ok with that. and so i think that i am going to try in school but realize there is more to life than being the best. i dont need to get into an ivy league school to be happy. i just hope one day i find someone i love and yea can be the cliche happy family. gag if you want. but whatever i think its cool.
<3

ps- dearest catharines krebs,
i was looking at prom pictures online and you look so hot. marry me?

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-17T21:25:00

2004-05-17T12:21:45Z

summer is so fucking close i cant wait. i could go on for days but my own sanity i wont.i cant wait to see everyone and do the lame american things i love. caccy will shoot me cuz she hates america or w/e but o well im a fucking ignorant american who loves shopping at target and pretending thats all that matters in life. so shoot me.

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-16T21:45:00

2004-05-16T12:40:45Z

dearest catharine krebs,
email? ever heard of it? well it really seems to be catching on. jump on the bandwagon. email me. i know you have lots to say.

mad love,
kt

geezlouise34 @ 2004-05-15T23:17:00

2004-05-15T14:23:16Z

i hate when you feel like you have something important to say but you dont at all.

i hate when i just recap what ive done in this thing.

i hate being mad at someone but not for any reason in particular.

i love when you prove your parents wrong.

i love silences with friends that arent awkward at all.

i love playing tony hawk at samantha's house and dreaming of becoming a skater (which i feel would suit me well)

lastly, i apologize for the lame entry but who really wants to hear about my weekend.